Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I have a new phone!
but i lost all my phone numbers :-( EVERYTHING!
Leave me your #, call, or email

Thursday, November 23, 2006

it was the before thanksgiving...

I dropped off Alex at the E early in the morning. M14 was open on they way so I was excited. It was a beautiful morning. We went to Tim Horton’s and they accepted credit cards so I got us breakfast. How sweet. I went to work and it was a good day. I got a lot of my Friday stuff done Wednesday so my Friday could be short and to the point. It was slow at the hotel, which was good, and I did a lot of pre work for Thursday. Alex and my dad came by towards the end of they day and I showed them around. They enjoyed my sales tour. I rock!
Alex and I went to visit my grandma. It was great. I love my grandma and I love Alex. It was exciting and fun.
We went to my house and I changed and got ready for the biggest bar night of the year. I wore my new outfit. Oh yeah, a sexy new outfit, I was pumped.
We then went to CVS and got Alex’s step mom a birthday card and a present. We asked the pharmacist questions and he was old, unhelpful, and then died. The last part was just a wish; it made me not want to get old. He was probably jealous because he did not have any more Viagra. I do not need it. Fuck you. Hehe
Alex and I ate a small dinner at her house. I enjoy her family. Elaine and I shared stories of the E, and her brothers were sad. I ate garlic toast. Alex drank…wine, we toasted the toast, how you like them apples.
We went to Novi to see Byron perform stand up comedy. That was interesting. Wow…stands up comedy…
Jay was supposed to come, and he did not. Alex and I reserved 7 tables and we ended up just being her and I. we cuddled and ate chicken because turkey is not until Thursday.
We then drove to Dearborn and chilled with H and his colorful friend. They ate BK, while Alex drank. I think she drinks because of me. I hope I do not force her to drink. I always say, “Take a shot for me!” and she does. Now that’s what friends are for.
We went to Hamtramck to a new club. H was saying how bad the area was, and I thought it was not too bad. They insisted on valet parking, and then lost the ticket. The club was a lot of fun. For being sober, 5 months now, no energy drinks, somewhat hungry, and around “those people” I had a phenomenal time being the biggest bar night of the year I have ever celebrated. Last year I cried. This year, I nodded my head on the dance floor. Steps, I am taking steps.
We then went to Detroit to another bar. That one is ghetto. Speaking of ghetto, Jody was there. It was great to see him. Wow, I hadn’t seen him since that night. It was bittersweet. I kept thinking in my head if I would have just stayed with him instead of going out how everything and I mean everything would be different. I can’t change the past, I only can create the future, and I am taking the right steps to better myself as a good person. I even thought about giving change to a homeless person, it’s the small steps that count.
We went to H’s house and saw his cat. Jesus Christ I wanted to go home so bad, and it was 3am, cold outside, (it’s kind of like that matchbox 20 song) and I was tired. If he didn’t stop him, we would have been seeing his pictures for hours.
We drove back to Ann Arbor and crashed into bed. What a good night. It was the best biggest bar night of the year going out celebration pre thanksgiving night I have ever had. Thanks for a good safe time.
Don’t drink and drive. bz

Saturday, November 18, 2006

wow

What a day off! I went to the gun range!


Today was amazing though. I went for lunch and that sucked, but instead of downhill, it was all uphill from there.

I came home and went to starbucks where the black girl thought guns were bad, i though it would have been the other way around.

i met up with marshall and allen and we drove to westland for the gun range. Out of all the cities i find it awesome that westland was the home of the range.

we spent about 1.5 hours there and then drove back. H finally came over and then eric and emily came over. we went to cloverleaf then to NECTO-dam gays! it was interesting and i thought kind of fun. we then went to aut. i like that place, met a lot of interesting people. it was fun.

came back here and chilled til now. i still havent drank 5months! BZ

tonight was aweomse. there was some gay song that reminded me of tonight. i forgot it though...oh yeah, i started a face boook group. JTCC and alex...jews that christmas carol....heres the pic

If you havent come to check out my place... FUCK YOU

Tonight was awesome.

MISS YOU A

BE SAFE

BZ

Saturday, November 11, 2006

friday



im with alex. are you?
i hope not!
she slept over, she's warm, im cold, i blew her, on her stomach. it tickled.

Jr Prom Tonight. Be there or be square.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

its all good

wow, its all good.
im good, hope you are to...
im content with all

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

i just dont stop.

I have finished repaying my debt to society. Well kind of. Downriver is really not part of any society that I associate with, and I still have some $500 or so to pay, but all of my stipulations have been met. The last 6-week Saturdays were not as bad as I thought they would be. I got some good exercise in each time, and almost felt good that I was doing well for the downriver area. Fuckin downriver…its gross.
Work has been amazing. No more stress. I work from 9-5ish. I am still getting acquainted to working in the morning but I absolutely love the new hours, new hotel, and the new job. What a great move.
I went to a Sigma Sigma Sigma party at EMU Thursday, after having a work hang out. The party was a costume party thing and was awesome. I had an amazing time. The girls in the sorority (except 2) are all hot and had great costumes. I ran into a guy from high school which was cool. I met a gay pimp and Alex, well Alex was smoking.
Below is a pic of me being GANGSTA

Friday Chris came over with some friends. He spent pretty much the night here and skipped the club. It was great and made me feel special.
Saturday was awesome. Went bar hopping with my bro and Alex and Lindsay and some other people and Sarah and Marshall showed up. That was a good fun night,
My bro was drunk, and Alex’s bro came over. They kinda drunk augured. Ha-ha. Was kind of annoying at the time, but really funny.
Sunday I just chilled out. Went to Kroger at one point.
Monday I went to work. I went out with Eric, went to a bar, and chilled. It was fun.
Tuesday I worked at night. I went out with Allen and we went for lunch and then the safe sex store. I love that place. Tuesday I did not go out, I was tired. Alex came by after the parties.
Jenny definitely was my btich this past week. I did awesome. Down 7pounds for the first week. I did awesome. Go BZ.
Who would have thought…no alcohol, no pop, and no fried foods…I am having the time of my live, Ann Arbor rocks, the new job rocks, I rock. Wow. What have you done today to make the world feel proud?
Be safe, don’t drink and drive, bz