i found a reason to live, and the reason is YOU.

i worked out tonight, i feel amazing.
i worked today for the first time since the hospital. it was good. i love life, im living it to the fullest.
thanks for all the well wishers and worriers. it means more to me than you;ll ever know.

be safe, bz

i think when i am mad, i do things that ultimatley make me angrier.
leave work and go to the E?
check out stuff, then get that text.
i went to wndys for like the millionth time today....the guy placed my drink on the drive thru counter and kind of just left it there. i was waiting for the guy to hand it to me. he kind of nodded at it, so i did the same. i just paid 6 bucks for a combo, and i fucking upsized it, you best hand it to me.
i think that is all

i am me, are you you?

i went to fort wayne over the weekend. it was a good expereince. i realized i am not that person anymore. i am grown up, i can make my own decisions. it hurts to say goodbye. i dont know why. its not even who or what i want. it was, now i am back at square one.
it was fun, but i dont need it anymore.

i am me, are you you?

be safe, bz

stock my fridge

christmas was good.
new years was awesome.
its january...we moved into our place in AUG. we never had a stock the fridge party. that disapoints me. if you havent been to my place, you should come check it out. i love it!
i have a lot of full throttle. different flavors to.

i am driving to see M tonight. its been a while, this should be fun.

be safe.
bz