Wow, 6 months ago things were different.
June 28, 2006 altered my life plans entirely.
At the time I thought I was in hell, I didn’t know how I would get through, I didn’t know what I was going to do.
6 months later I can say that this is been the greatest, and best learning experience of my life.
New job, new house, new life.
I am finally me.
The holiday season means gift giving, sometimes when you don’t want to, and sometimes you feel obligated to give a gift, I hate that.
Last year at the embassy I spent my OWN money to but 11 of my staff presents, had to buy my boss a present, had to buy my GM a present, and had to buy a secret Santa a present. I also was forsed into donating to some charity, and then donated more money for my staff.
WTF
I spent like $200 for no reason. I hated that.
This year, nothing like that at all. All of our staff gifts were bought by the…COMPANY? What a concept. What a good place.
I normally work Monday thru Friday from 9am-5pmish. Christmas Day (a work holiday) is on Monday and because I am working, I get an extra day off…HOW YOU LIKE THAT!
Things are good. Been a long 6 months, thanks to anyone and everyone who helped my get though it. You’re the true friends, you are the real friends, and I love you.
Be safe, merry Christmas,
bz
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
you cant take what you did away
hey, CeMc (US23)
you cant take away what you did.
you can have them remove the truth from here
that does not remove what you did in reality.
the messages of support, aggreeance, and hate of you, just makes me realize how right i am...and how pathetic you are.
im not a quiet person, call me fat(btw check out my group to help), call me whatever you want, i am not ashamed, BRING IT
bz
you cant take away what you did.
you can have them remove the truth from here
that does not remove what you did in reality.
the messages of support, aggreeance, and hate of you, just makes me realize how right i am...and how pathetic you are.
im not a quiet person, call me fat(btw check out my group to help), call me whatever you want, i am not ashamed, BRING IT
bz
Sunday, December 17, 2006
CHRIS M…you fucking molester.
Friday Alex and I went party hopping. It is how we roll. We were invited to a holiday party at someone’s house that we didn’t know so the most logical thing to do was to bring holiday candy. We went to Kmart in Ann Arbor and I felt like we were downriver. I was scared. There were ugly and dirty people, and the lady that showed up the holiday candy was like a tour guide that left smelly scent of oldness trash wherever she walked.
When we got to the holiday party, I think Alex and I overwhelmed people. We brought a lot of energy to a small room. It was interesting, and ended up being a lot of fun. We met some cool people and had some good laughs. I was on fire with my energy telling crazy jokes, I was really outgoing.
I met Shawn’s D who wanted to go with Alex and me to Greenfield Village holiday night of lights.
Elijah (CHRIS MCKAIN) made plans with Alex and I. he called about 7 times when we were there. Even though Alex and I were having a great time, we decided to go to Elijah’s.
We drove to Ypsilanti to hang with him, his creepy roommate, and creepy friend who was NOTHING LIKE ALEX!
They were boring, had no non-alcoholic drinks, and no bottled water. I was just so thirsty. I shared my opinions on the word QUEER and it started a huge confrontation. WTF, I was so mad and bummed. Elijah started bitching about Alex being drunk, his friend was a bitch, and his roommate is so god dam creepy.
Alex and I left and drove home. E wanted us to come back 45min later to pick him up. YEAH RIGHT!
We got home and we were tired but couldn’t sleep. I forgot my lunesta in NOVI so after a crazy night Alex and I decided to driver to Novi. We slept there.
SATURDAY!
We woke up and were going to buy clothes because we only had PJS. Alex didn’t have her ID so went to her house. Her dog was happy to see me.
We then went to great harvest Bread Company. I would live there if I didn’t live here. Everyone was friendly and talkful except the person working. 1 really fat girl who was working had the nickname ONION. It was funny, because she looked like an onion.
We went to target and bought Jewish cards.
We went to my aunts to be Jewish. It was ok, not bad, not good, ok
We went to my grandmas, I like her, and she makes me happy.
We drove by Alex’s child hood home and then went to church
Northridge is amazing. I want to be churchlike; to bad, I’m not godlike.
We are going to make our own church, but also go to the college church group and meet other god’s children. Then convert them to US>the new religion by A&B.
We came to my house and then Justin called. We met him down the street and COSI>I hate cosi.
He was with his BF, a girl, and some exocentric something. I don’t know what that was. I was scared
We sat down and then more people joined us. The one exocentric guy I sat by talked with a FAKE accent, and like a yuppie, but he wasn’t one. Interesting. Then 2 more people joined us. The one HS guy seemed cool. I didn’t understand the match. Dinner was socially awkward yet exciting and weird. My ranch looked like Caesar and I was mad at the scooper.
Elijah came and everything went downhill. What a fuck up.
When we told the people he was coming and he changed his name from CHRIS MCKAIN to Elijah they said “is that what he’s doing this week?”
He came and everyone and thing broke up.
Elijah walked with Alex and me towards my house. When we told him that Justin was dating that one guy he said, “That’s news to me” and immediately got on his phone to OUT this person. FUCK YOU CHRIS MCKAIN. What a crappy thing to do. I spoke up and told him it was inappropriate and wrong. Someone’s sexual orientation has nothing to do with him. I was pissed. He made Alex hold his bags. Ughhh.
We got ice cream and came to my house. He was an ass. He then proceeded to molest me. He jumped on top of me when I was blatantly not interested. He told me to rub him and started feeling my crotch. I was annoyed, pissed, and felt violated. He tried dictating where the night was going to go, and made Alex uncomfortable.
I finally decided he had to go. You don’t fuck with me, especially in my own home.
I went out of my way and offered a ride back for him to Ypsilanti. In the car, he got on his phone, started talking shit about me, so I did the most logical thing that came to mind.
At US23 and Washtenaw, I pulled over and told him to get out. He said “fabulous” and then slammed the door.
FUCK YOU CHRIS MCKAIN.
Elijah is a gay name, and you are not allowed to make up a new name/nickname, you are given them by friends, family, or relatives. You dumbass.
I don’t like you, your creepy roommate, or that bitch of a friend (who once again is not like Alex). FUCK you for wasting my time, my energy, and my life.
CHRIS MCKAIN…you fucking molester.
bz
When we got to the holiday party, I think Alex and I overwhelmed people. We brought a lot of energy to a small room. It was interesting, and ended up being a lot of fun. We met some cool people and had some good laughs. I was on fire with my energy telling crazy jokes, I was really outgoing.
I met Shawn’s D who wanted to go with Alex and me to Greenfield Village holiday night of lights.
Elijah (CHRIS MCKAIN) made plans with Alex and I. he called about 7 times when we were there. Even though Alex and I were having a great time, we decided to go to Elijah’s.
We drove to Ypsilanti to hang with him, his creepy roommate, and creepy friend who was NOTHING LIKE ALEX!
They were boring, had no non-alcoholic drinks, and no bottled water. I was just so thirsty. I shared my opinions on the word QUEER and it started a huge confrontation. WTF, I was so mad and bummed. Elijah started bitching about Alex being drunk, his friend was a bitch, and his roommate is so god dam creepy.
Alex and I left and drove home. E wanted us to come back 45min later to pick him up. YEAH RIGHT!
We got home and we were tired but couldn’t sleep. I forgot my lunesta in NOVI so after a crazy night Alex and I decided to driver to Novi. We slept there.
SATURDAY!
We woke up and were going to buy clothes because we only had PJS. Alex didn’t have her ID so went to her house. Her dog was happy to see me.
We then went to great harvest Bread Company. I would live there if I didn’t live here. Everyone was friendly and talkful except the person working. 1 really fat girl who was working had the nickname ONION. It was funny, because she looked like an onion.
We went to target and bought Jewish cards.
We went to my aunts to be Jewish. It was ok, not bad, not good, ok
We went to my grandmas, I like her, and she makes me happy.
We drove by Alex’s child hood home and then went to church
Northridge is amazing. I want to be churchlike; to bad, I’m not godlike.
We are going to make our own church, but also go to the college church group and meet other god’s children. Then convert them to US>the new religion by A&B.
We came to my house and then Justin called. We met him down the street and COSI>I hate cosi.
He was with his BF, a girl, and some exocentric something. I don’t know what that was. I was scared
We sat down and then more people joined us. The one exocentric guy I sat by talked with a FAKE accent, and like a yuppie, but he wasn’t one. Interesting. Then 2 more people joined us. The one HS guy seemed cool. I didn’t understand the match. Dinner was socially awkward yet exciting and weird. My ranch looked like Caesar and I was mad at the scooper.
Elijah came and everything went downhill. What a fuck up.
When we told the people he was coming and he changed his name from CHRIS MCKAIN to Elijah they said “is that what he’s doing this week?”
He came and everyone and thing broke up.
Elijah walked with Alex and me towards my house. When we told him that Justin was dating that one guy he said, “That’s news to me” and immediately got on his phone to OUT this person. FUCK YOU CHRIS MCKAIN. What a crappy thing to do. I spoke up and told him it was inappropriate and wrong. Someone’s sexual orientation has nothing to do with him. I was pissed. He made Alex hold his bags. Ughhh.
We got ice cream and came to my house. He was an ass. He then proceeded to molest me. He jumped on top of me when I was blatantly not interested. He told me to rub him and started feeling my crotch. I was annoyed, pissed, and felt violated. He tried dictating where the night was going to go, and made Alex uncomfortable.
I finally decided he had to go. You don’t fuck with me, especially in my own home.
I went out of my way and offered a ride back for him to Ypsilanti. In the car, he got on his phone, started talking shit about me, so I did the most logical thing that came to mind.
At US23 and Washtenaw, I pulled over and told him to get out. He said “fabulous” and then slammed the door.
FUCK YOU CHRIS MCKAIN.
Elijah is a gay name, and you are not allowed to make up a new name/nickname, you are given them by friends, family, or relatives. You dumbass.
I don’t like you, your creepy roommate, or that bitch of a friend (who once again is not like Alex). FUCK you for wasting my time, my energy, and my life.
CHRIS MCKAIN…you fucking molester.
bz
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
it was the before thanksgiving...
I dropped off Alex at the E early in the morning. M14 was open on they way so I was excited. It was a beautiful morning. We went to Tim Horton’s and they accepted credit cards so I got us breakfast. How sweet. I went to work and it was a good day. I got a lot of my Friday stuff done Wednesday so my Friday could be short and to the point. It was slow at the hotel, which was good, and I did a lot of pre work for Thursday. Alex and my dad came by towards the end of they day and I showed them around. They enjoyed my sales tour. I rock!
Alex and I went to visit my grandma. It was great. I love my grandma and I love Alex. It was exciting and fun.
We went to my house and I changed and got ready for the biggest bar night of the year. I wore my new outfit. Oh yeah, a sexy new outfit, I was pumped.
We then went to CVS and got Alex’s step mom a birthday card and a present. We asked the pharmacist questions and he was old, unhelpful, and then died. The last part was just a wish; it made me not want to get old. He was probably jealous because he did not have any more Viagra. I do not need it. Fuck you. Hehe
Alex and I ate a small dinner at her house. I enjoy her family. Elaine and I shared stories of the E, and her brothers were sad. I ate garlic toast. Alex drank…wine, we toasted the toast, how you like them apples.
We went to Novi to see Byron perform stand up comedy. That was interesting. Wow…stands up comedy…
Jay was supposed to come, and he did not. Alex and I reserved 7 tables and we ended up just being her and I. we cuddled and ate chicken because turkey is not until Thursday.
We then drove to Dearborn and chilled with H and his colorful friend. They ate BK, while Alex drank. I think she drinks because of me. I hope I do not force her to drink. I always say, “Take a shot for me!” and she does. Now that’s what friends are for.
We went to Hamtramck to a new club. H was saying how bad the area was, and I thought it was not too bad. They insisted on valet parking, and then lost the ticket. The club was a lot of fun. For being sober, 5 months now, no energy drinks, somewhat hungry, and around “those people” I had a phenomenal time being the biggest bar night of the year I have ever celebrated. Last year I cried. This year, I nodded my head on the dance floor. Steps, I am taking steps.
We then went to Detroit to another bar. That one is ghetto. Speaking of ghetto, Jody was there. It was great to see him. Wow, I hadn’t seen him since that night. It was bittersweet. I kept thinking in my head if I would have just stayed with him instead of going out how everything and I mean everything would be different. I can’t change the past, I only can create the future, and I am taking the right steps to better myself as a good person. I even thought about giving change to a homeless person, it’s the small steps that count.
We went to H’s house and saw his cat. Jesus Christ I wanted to go home so bad, and it was 3am, cold outside, (it’s kind of like that matchbox 20 song) and I was tired. If he didn’t stop him, we would have been seeing his pictures for hours.
We drove back to Ann Arbor and crashed into bed. What a good night. It was the best biggest bar night of the year going out celebration pre thanksgiving night I have ever had. Thanks for a good safe time.
Don’t drink and drive. bz
Alex and I went to visit my grandma. It was great. I love my grandma and I love Alex. It was exciting and fun.
We went to my house and I changed and got ready for the biggest bar night of the year. I wore my new outfit. Oh yeah, a sexy new outfit, I was pumped.
We then went to CVS and got Alex’s step mom a birthday card and a present. We asked the pharmacist questions and he was old, unhelpful, and then died. The last part was just a wish; it made me not want to get old. He was probably jealous because he did not have any more Viagra. I do not need it. Fuck you. Hehe
Alex and I ate a small dinner at her house. I enjoy her family. Elaine and I shared stories of the E, and her brothers were sad. I ate garlic toast. Alex drank…wine, we toasted the toast, how you like them apples.
We went to Novi to see Byron perform stand up comedy. That was interesting. Wow…stands up comedy…
Jay was supposed to come, and he did not. Alex and I reserved 7 tables and we ended up just being her and I. we cuddled and ate chicken because turkey is not until Thursday.
We then drove to Dearborn and chilled with H and his colorful friend. They ate BK, while Alex drank. I think she drinks because of me. I hope I do not force her to drink. I always say, “Take a shot for me!” and she does. Now that’s what friends are for.
We went to Hamtramck to a new club. H was saying how bad the area was, and I thought it was not too bad. They insisted on valet parking, and then lost the ticket. The club was a lot of fun. For being sober, 5 months now, no energy drinks, somewhat hungry, and around “those people” I had a phenomenal time being the biggest bar night of the year I have ever celebrated. Last year I cried. This year, I nodded my head on the dance floor. Steps, I am taking steps.
We then went to Detroit to another bar. That one is ghetto. Speaking of ghetto, Jody was there. It was great to see him. Wow, I hadn’t seen him since that night. It was bittersweet. I kept thinking in my head if I would have just stayed with him instead of going out how everything and I mean everything would be different. I can’t change the past, I only can create the future, and I am taking the right steps to better myself as a good person. I even thought about giving change to a homeless person, it’s the small steps that count.
We went to H’s house and saw his cat. Jesus Christ I wanted to go home so bad, and it was 3am, cold outside, (it’s kind of like that matchbox 20 song) and I was tired. If he didn’t stop him, we would have been seeing his pictures for hours.
We drove back to Ann Arbor and crashed into bed. What a good night. It was the best biggest bar night of the year going out celebration pre thanksgiving night I have ever had. Thanks for a good safe time.
Don’t drink and drive. bz
Saturday, November 18, 2006
wow
What a day off! I went to the gun range!
Today was amazing though. I went for lunch and that sucked, but instead of downhill, it was all uphill from there.
I came home and went to starbucks where the black girl thought guns were bad, i though it would have been the other way around.
i met up with marshall and allen and we drove to westland for the gun range. Out of all the cities i find it awesome that westland was the home of the range.
we spent about 1.5 hours there and then drove back. H finally came over and then eric and emily came over. we went to cloverleaf then to NECTO-dam gays! it was interesting and i thought kind of fun. we then went to aut. i like that place, met a lot of interesting people. it was fun.
came back here and chilled til now. i still havent drank 5months! BZ
tonight was aweomse. there was some gay song that reminded me of tonight. i forgot it though...oh yeah, i started a face boook group. JTCC and alex...jews that christmas carol....heres the pic
If you havent come to check out my place... FUCK YOU
Tonight was awesome.
MISS YOU A
BE SAFE
BZ
Saturday, November 11, 2006
friday
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i just dont stop.
I have finished repaying my debt to society. Well kind of. Downriver is really not part of any society that I associate with, and I still have some $500 or so to pay, but all of my stipulations have been met. The last 6-week Saturdays were not as bad as I thought they would be. I got some good exercise in each time, and almost felt good that I was doing well for the downriver area. Fuckin downriver…its gross.
Work has been amazing. No more stress. I work from 9-5ish. I am still getting acquainted to working in the morning but I absolutely love the new hours, new hotel, and the new job. What a great move.
I went to a Sigma Sigma Sigma party at EMU Thursday, after having a work hang out. The party was a costume party thing and was awesome. I had an amazing time. The girls in the sorority (except 2) are all hot and had great costumes. I ran into a guy from high school which was cool. I met a gay pimp and Alex, well Alex was smoking.
Friday Chris came over with some friends. He spent pretty much the night here and skipped the club. It was great and made me feel special.
Saturday was awesome. Went bar hopping with my bro and Alex and Lindsay and some other people and Sarah and Marshall showed up. That was a good fun night,
My bro was drunk, and Alex’s bro came over. They kinda drunk augured. Ha-ha. Was kind of annoying at the time, but really funny.
Sunday I just chilled out. Went to Kroger at one point.
Monday I went to work. I went out with Eric, went to a bar, and chilled. It was fun.
Tuesday I worked at night. I went out with Allen and we went for lunch and then the safe sex store. I love that place. Tuesday I did not go out, I was tired. Alex came by after the parties.
Jenny definitely was my btich this past week. I did awesome. Down 7pounds for the first week. I did awesome. Go BZ.
Who would have thought…no alcohol, no pop, and no fried foods…I am having the time of my live, Ann Arbor rocks, the new job rocks, I rock. Wow. What have you done today to make the world feel proud?
Be safe, don’t drink and drive, bz
Work has been amazing. No more stress. I work from 9-5ish. I am still getting acquainted to working in the morning but I absolutely love the new hours, new hotel, and the new job. What a great move.
I went to a Sigma Sigma Sigma party at EMU Thursday, after having a work hang out. The party was a costume party thing and was awesome. I had an amazing time. The girls in the sorority (except 2) are all hot and had great costumes. I ran into a guy from high school which was cool. I met a gay pimp and Alex, well Alex was smoking.
Below is a pic of me being GANGSTA
Friday Chris came over with some friends. He spent pretty much the night here and skipped the club. It was great and made me feel special.
Saturday was awesome. Went bar hopping with my bro and Alex and Lindsay and some other people and Sarah and Marshall showed up. That was a good fun night,
My bro was drunk, and Alex’s bro came over. They kinda drunk augured. Ha-ha. Was kind of annoying at the time, but really funny.
Sunday I just chilled out. Went to Kroger at one point.
Monday I went to work. I went out with Eric, went to a bar, and chilled. It was fun.
Tuesday I worked at night. I went out with Allen and we went for lunch and then the safe sex store. I love that place. Tuesday I did not go out, I was tired. Alex came by after the parties.
Jenny definitely was my btich this past week. I did awesome. Down 7pounds for the first week. I did awesome. Go BZ.
Who would have thought…no alcohol, no pop, and no fried foods…I am having the time of my live, Ann Arbor rocks, the new job rocks, I rock. Wow. What have you done today to make the world feel proud?
Be safe, don’t drink and drive, bz
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
did you see me on page 6A of the detroit news?
http://www.detnews.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20061017/POLITICS01/610170417/1022/rss10 theres me!
I went to channel 7 to watch the debate. i was on the 11pm news live in the studio. i had an awesome time. they asked me if i learned anything from the debate...i responded with "dick devos is a conniving buisness man and isnt good for michigan!"
they cut me off.
i was also interviewed for abc in flint. http://abclocal.go.com/wjrt/story?section=local&id=4667360
i rock.
E is funny. to much drama, even after im gone. if your reading this and share it with everyone. wtf. your lame, and eh, i dont care, just think its funny. i have said nothing bad...so F off.
New job is off to a rocking start. i have started to implement some new cool thnigs. its a different change.
hope all is good.
iam
bz
http://www.detnews.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20061017/POLITICS01/610170417/1022/rss10 theres me!
I went to channel 7 to watch the debate. i was on the 11pm news live in the studio. i had an awesome time. they asked me if i learned anything from the debate...i responded with "dick devos is a conniving buisness man and isnt good for michigan!"
they cut me off.
i was also interviewed for abc in flint. http://abclocal.go.com/wjrt/story?section=local&id=4667360
i rock.
E is funny. to much drama, even after im gone. if your reading this and share it with everyone. wtf. your lame, and eh, i dont care, just think its funny. i have said nothing bad...so F off.
New job is off to a rocking start. i have started to implement some new cool thnigs. its a different change.
hope all is good.
iam
bz
Friday, October 13, 2006
Coolest Day!
Was today not the coolest 2nd day of work..both days have been out before 5pm. its so laid back. no more suits, just a shirt and tie. they are going to pay a portion of my cell phone bill!!
i got a check from the Embassy for vacation hours never used. An extra $800 fucking bucks! FUCK YA! and...i bought 24 more full throttle. i am in love with today...bz
o yaya
i am going to the govenors debate on monday. watch me on channel 7. i should be on the news at 11pm...i will be commenting on the debate...HAHA
GO BZ
i got a check from the Embassy for vacation hours never used. An extra $800 fucking bucks! FUCK YA! and...i bought 24 more full throttle. i am in love with today...bz
o yaya
i am going to the govenors debate on monday. watch me on channel 7. i should be on the news at 11pm...i will be commenting on the debate...HAHA
GO BZ
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Dam Advocates
http://abcnews.go.com/WNT/story?id=2560199&page=1
woman groups are upset because companies are donating money to breast cancer, but making a profit...FUCK YOU....yoplait is donating $0.10 of ever yogurt sold. they sell them for $0.69. thats almost 15% of the sale. WTF. dam groups. i would take my $0.10 and donate it to testicular cancer research. ill take my balls elsewhere!
bz
woman groups are upset because companies are donating money to breast cancer, but making a profit...FUCK YOU....yoplait is donating $0.10 of ever yogurt sold. they sell them for $0.69. thats almost 15% of the sale. WTF. dam groups. i would take my $0.10 and donate it to testicular cancer research. ill take my balls elsewhere!
bz
Monday, October 09, 2006
i quit the E
i was offered the assitant general manager posistion at another hotel. i accepted. nice place, good hours, good money. wow.
i went to give 2 weeks notice in friday. because i am going to a competing property they asked me to leave immidiatley. haha, i left them with 157 arrivals. i wasnt to upset, and even had a change of clothes for the ride home.
weekeed was amazing. 3 more saturdays left.
had a great time fri, great time sat, and sunday wasnt half bad.
i am on a high.
AGM, how bout that...
bz
i was offered the assitant general manager posistion at another hotel. i accepted. nice place, good hours, good money. wow.
i went to give 2 weeks notice in friday. because i am going to a competing property they asked me to leave immidiatley. haha, i left them with 157 arrivals. i wasnt to upset, and even had a change of clothes for the ride home.
weekeed was amazing. 3 more saturdays left.
had a great time fri, great time sat, and sunday wasnt half bad.
i am on a high.
AGM, how bout that...
bz
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Sunday, October 01, 2006
DOWNRIVER
trenton, wayne, romulus, grosse ille, brownstown...all these cities and many more are known as DOWNRIVER...what the fuck
they are trash. the people, the houses, anything and everything that has relation to the area is trash...and IT SERVES NO PURPOSE...
bz
they are trash. the people, the houses, anything and everything that has relation to the area is trash...and IT SERVES NO PURPOSE...
bz
Sunday, September 24, 2006
the last few days have been crazy, on top of crazy week, on top of a crazy month.
vegas, moving, moving more, work, work more...how bout that in 3 weeks so many turnarounds and changes i am/was freaking out.
worked early on thursday. worked 12 hours, went to teresa in royal oak, then to rochester...i was gone for 16 hours then went to bed for 3 and worked 10.5 hours. i was beat.
today i woke up at 645am and drove DOWNRIVER and met up with some trashiness. i thought walled lake was bad. (a 19 year old with a 2 year old, and one on the way...doesnt drive {no licence] didnt graduate [no GED even] and doesnt work, and WE pay him $00+ a month to do GOD KNOWS WHAT?!
i built a flower bed out of bricks. i was kind of proud. i have never done anything like that before.
ever my 8 hour day and 2 hour (drive there and back) i went to work and did that for a long time.
i am not tired, not angry, not bitter...just chill.
kind of messed up!
well this is the new, how bout that?
bz
vegas, moving, moving more, work, work more...how bout that in 3 weeks so many turnarounds and changes i am/was freaking out.
worked early on thursday. worked 12 hours, went to teresa in royal oak, then to rochester...i was gone for 16 hours then went to bed for 3 and worked 10.5 hours. i was beat.
today i woke up at 645am and drove DOWNRIVER and met up with some trashiness. i thought walled lake was bad. (a 19 year old with a 2 year old, and one on the way...doesnt drive {no licence] didnt graduate [no GED even] and doesnt work, and WE pay him $00+ a month to do GOD KNOWS WHAT?!
i built a flower bed out of bricks. i was kind of proud. i have never done anything like that before.
ever my 8 hour day and 2 hour (drive there and back) i went to work and did that for a long time.
i am not tired, not angry, not bitter...just chill.
kind of messed up!
well this is the new, how bout that?
bz
Friday, September 22, 2006
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