Monday, September 17, 2007

bubbas dead :(

So on Thursday 9/13/07 my grandma (bubba) passed away. The last few years were a battle; I did my best to be by her side the entire time. Watching her forget me (her favorite grandchild) was the toughest thing I have ever dealt with. Knowing she hasn’t been around the last few years, to many to even remember, has made her actual passing that much easier. Its surreal, knowing I cant visit anymore, feed her ice cream, play with the elmo dolls I bought her, see her smile.

Thank you to everyone who has wished me well and for the phone calls, emails, text messages and visits. I have some great friends, it’s a tough time for my family and I, and I couldn’t imagine dealing with this without you, you guys (you know who you are) are the amazing, thank you, I love you to.

Sam (my 95 year old grandpa) has been talking about a vacation for all the grandchildren…I thought he was just TALKING, but it ends up my grandma has left money, for us to actually go on a trip, something I didn’t know. The trip, if it happens, will be a great way to honor and remember my bubba.

I don’t think the jews allowed it, but my brother and I stuck an elmo doll in my bubbas coffin.

Love you bubs.

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